At the time when started one of my previous thread with similar title, I thought I was truly starting to move on and coming back to life, my life. Then I got stuck again and started to feel depressed, angry and sorry for myself.
So, by choosing this title again I hope that this time it will be different. I got a permanent job and what it looks like a new beginning for me. Ive been pretty much a home body for the last few months and it probably worsened the depression. Now I will be going to the office, interact with people, and Im sure I will be busy. I hope there will be less time to analyze Hs behavior and trying to determine what part of the journey he is in.
I went to another job interview today, at a different company. I think they liked me, so there might another offer. And it is going to bring some anxiety. I already accepted the first offer. If this one is better, what do I do? I was never good at deciding when there were too many choices or any choices at all. I guess I am a product of growing up in a different society.
I will just have to wait and see what universe has out there for me.
Linda, if you are reading, I would still love to hear more from you.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
