Bottom line is that you threatened the OM twice with this. I think because you already did this, you have to follow through or else they are going to think you aren't going to ever do it.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER