Thank you SemperFi00 for the kind words. Last Thursday was nice but I kept my expectations as low as possible and am glad I did because I did not hear from my wife all weekend at all save for me having to call her to explain that my breaks where shot on my truck and they wanted to install a new cylinder kit to the tune of 1000 dollars’ worth of work. This was a bummer for sure but we had the money in the bank. I just wanted to tell her about it as it was a large amount. She then got mad at me as if I did this on purpose to spit her. She still has all sorts of hatred towards me and I shouldn't have said anything at all but I told her “I just can’t win can I” and then promptly excused myself from the phone conversation.
I will keep fighting the good fight for as long as I can take it and I have a good bit further to go for my own personal change as the above comment proved but she just gets so mean at me. It is funny but her constant coldness and anger is actually what is making it easy to emotionally detach as I find myself wanting to talk to her less and less. Every time I start to feel good about myself and the changes I am making, I am forced to speak with her for business or our D5 and she makes me feel horrible. I guess she feels justified because of what I did in the past but I was brought up that two wrongs do not make a right.
Me: 32 W: 30 M: 11 years T: 12 years Kids: D5 W Left: 03/25/2014
It ain't about how hard you're hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.
