I'm always up front with you, Bug. I don't want to change who she is....but sure, I wish I could change her heart. I blather on a lot here, but I am not pursuing or engaging her in any way whatsoever. Pulling back and going dark is about the best I can do right now. And to me, that is a big step. But sure, she is still on my mind a lot - but I think it is because I am grieving right now....maybe that is to be expected.
