Folks I feel I've found a new low, emotionally/mentally speaking.

There's been no new developments really, to cause this. Perhaps its just accumulation.

But its very dark in this hole I've fallen into.

I wonder if I am entering a crisis of my own...

Because just "leaving" seems so attractive, so feasible, so reasonable.

But its none of those things. Well, certainly not reasonable. I have kids, pets, home, job(s). And H too I suppose.

However I also have anguish, despair and fatigue. So much so that I just want to escape.

Counseling appointment Wednesday. Our third.

Good news. S21 has full time job. D19 has job.

And I'm off to work.

Take care.

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.