Keeping the secret

[CallaghanClown]

Wow it's been a while and things have really changed. I've gone NC with. H. It's only been a week and it's helping me a lot. I've told him I know about OW, so I'm not keeping the secret anymore.

H has stopped my money and sacked me from our business, I'm not sure how this will pan out at the moment but I'm trying to keep in the moment and not freak out. I've applied for lots of jobs and fingers crossed one comes soon.

The kids have had NC with. H for a week and they seem much better for it. This makes me very sad. Firstly because I hadn't realised how much his behaviour was affecting them. I knew they were suffering but I out it down to him being gone, not his day to day behaviour. Secondly because I want them to have a daddy in their life. I don't want them growing up with that missing from their lives.

Personally I'm doing really well. I'm not as anxious as my last post. I'm trying to live in the moment as much as possible. I'm loving my kids......sounds silly but my focus has been on h so long, it's nice focusing on them.