But, you said he ISN'T right now. You are contradicting yourself. You say he isn't who you need right now in your life, but you still have him in your life. He hasn't changed anything except for what he says. So, why are still playing the game?
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson