So, why are you assuming I know your W? Because I can read between the lines and see what you say and figured out there is stuff missing? Don't assume anything.
I have a lot more years in life under my belt than you. I can very perceptive. I have life experiences that have taught how to be. Don't think that you are smarter than any of us or you are going to fool us, either. Like my Daddy used to tell me... "Don't try to s*** a s***ter."
You want some help? Then let us help. However, you need to come clean with the whole story. Feeding us snippets of what you want us to hear is not going to work. The only way to grow is to get all the muck out.
“Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out” ― Art Linkletter