CSan00 - My story

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I think I do one step forward and 3 steps back. I get overly excited when my H wants to talk & spend time together and he encourages me to contact him and then he goes quiet...should know better than that and keep my distance....I need to make sure I look at the DR book and keep on GAL. I have begun to plan for after the divorce is final especially with regards to my finances. I know that I can do this as it is getting closer to us filing at the end of July..I do not want my old marriage back but a new relationship with my H. The one we should have had all along. I am trying to not get too caught up in predicting the future as all of that is out of my control. I need to just focus on the present. I do feel happier and not as pessimistic as before even with work being extremely busy...