So why did you want her to be jealous and sad? Is that about you or her? Is that who you want to be?
And my other questions were, would you do the same thing if the same opportunity presented itself? Does this shed light on past interactions between you and W?
It's hard to look at this stuff, believe me, I know but until we dig that dandelion out by the roots, it keeps coming back.
And if you don't want to dig, that's OK too.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
