It is a combination of the two. Yesterday I was feeling very hurt, I am rested now so the other feelings are coming up.

I wanted her to be jealous and sad that she wasn't there with us and I wanted her to know that I love my grandparents and want to visit them.

I may open up myself a little bit with the messages. I would like to bring her lunch so she can eat while working, something I did in the past, but don't know if it is the right move or not.

M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15