You are exactly right on what you are thinking. Everyday, sometimes every moment is full of hurt; but we have to keep on going. Our H/W has given us the beauty of rediscovering ourselves. I have realized that I can do whatever I want right now H will find fault with all I do. So I am having fun GAL, and chuckling when he gets upset.
We are here for you. Post often. It does help to get those feelings out.
