...but what is she going to do when she is gone and on her own? Why does she think its ok to use the fact that I care so much about her even when she tells me she doesn't want me anymore? What exactly is it that makes her think I'm not good enough to be her husband anymore when she counts on me so much?
I know there aren't answers except none of this is about me.
You know there are no answers to these questions yet you ask them over and over. You will only stop spinning when YOU decide to stop spinning.
I believe you are wasting a lot of time asking these questions over and over.
What is your plan? What are YOU going to do?
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
