Wife wants a divorce

[VFL]

We have been texting tonight while i'm at work about our daughter getting sick or allergies. Sends me a picture of our daughter in my wife's bed saying 'sleeping good, hate to move her' and i ask 'you haven't been to sleep yet?' she replies 'nope' i jokingly say 'tsk tsk tsk' and she says 'can't sleep' I'm pretty sure it's about the divorce. she reflects on it whenever we have a good day and today was awesome.

I woke up while they were out to a friends house so our daughters could play together when they got back i was doing yard work. She liked that very much, she said 'when i got to the driveway I thought the new neighbors across the street were clearing bushes but then thought 'they wouldn't put it on our side of the street' then i came up the driveway and saw you behind the retaining wall with a machete and throwing stuff down to the yard. She told me to hurry up and get a shower because we are going out to dinner.

I take a shower, come downstairs in a polo and khakis and immediately she says. 'Go change! i'm wearing jeans and we're only going to Taco Mac'(local sports bar).

So we go there, work together to figure out something for our daughter to eat(a few food allergies). I've been more involved with her on this lately. before I would defer to her if we were dining together but I know what she can eat if it's only me and our daughter. She asks me 'where's the braves game?' I tell her it's not until later. It was nice hearing her looking for something that I like.

After dinner she asks me and our daughter both do we mind if we all go to the store. I tell her it's fine with me and i'll keep our daughter busy. we get to the store I tell her i'll push the cart(my wife has shoulder problems at the moment).

We get home, put the groceries away and I have to get ready for work in a hurry because it's 15 minutes until i have to leave.

I know all of this is stuff I should've been doing all along in our relationship, and i normally would have but usually only if asked and probably with a comment or two from me (don't ask why, looking back in time i have no idea why).

I'm terrified of Monday already. Scared she will ask me to initial the pages necessary. It won't ruin our day tomorrow I just hate it being in the back of my head. I'm just so mad at myself for letting this happen.