thanks AJM, true it does not stop it from hurting, I still hurt daily. I just hope that one day I don't.I suppose on some level it will always hurt, the reminders or triggers, I just don't want to go through the rest of my life never feeling love again. Right now I don't even feel capable. So best to try and stay positive and practice self care.


Me - 42
exH - 56
Married 10.5 years
Together 17
bomb dropped 1/6/14
signed papers 2/4/14
H moved out 2/22/14
D final 4/4/14
Dropped the rope 5/17/14
2 cats, 2 dogs