thanks AJM, true it does not stop it from hurting, I still hurt daily. I just hope that one day I don't.I suppose on some level it will always hurt, the reminders or triggers, I just don't want to go through the rest of my life never feeling love again. Right now I don't even feel capable. So best to try and stay positive and practice self care.
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs