Spouse tried I didn't, now opposite

[whytry]

Thank you Roberta. I'm afraid I can't afford at this point. All our money is going to catch up on bills. Plus any expenses about DB causes extreme annoyance and distrust. I have to hide my books and journal just to keep the peace. Sorry. But one day I hope to get to make the call. I use our pastor for my counseling on improving me (not marriage) cuz he's free.