Upwards - Moving Fowards, Tiny Positive Steps

[Upwards]

Yes I'm going to speak to him about it tomorrow, it's about time he stepped up and gave me a proper break - I often feel bad for asking & I'm way too proud, I've been on my own as a single parent for 8mths now and it's about time I was able to have a social life!!

He's been for tea tonight, we all had a nice evening - always a little hard when he walks out and I know he's going back to his "single life" and I have no idea what he's up to but I suppose I should be appreciate the nice times and not think about the rest - find it sooo hard not to obsesses about him being with someone else

I need some new 180s and better focus!