You're creating the life you want.

Wonka said something similar.

Only you can decide when enough is enough and let XW go.

Why do you deserve this punishment you keep inflicting on yourself? (you don't have to answer that here, only to yourself)

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss