Thanks so much for the advice. If I look back at beginning I have gotten better. I used to beg for him to stay and cry a ton. I did get more attention from him, but ow was going back to boyfriend and was only ea at that point. I am better at going and doing things with kids!! Which I really enjoy. I am not sure where we will end up, but I have learned a lot so far. Who knows maybe I will get that strong personality I have never had..lol
