Had the date, meh. Much older than I would like to date.
I also saw the Colonel this past Tuesday eve. He is an odd bird, no pun intended. I believe he is very wounded and is really not ready to date. He is a brilliant man, but he presents like a teen age boy at times.
My heart is still with JTM. So far there is not much I don't like about this man. In the beginning I wasn't sure if he was young enough. I felt comfortable with him, but by the third date, he had me. Ha!
He has shared how much he likes me, being with me and all that goes with. I adore his sense of humor and timing. We've been seeing each other since late January, early Feb. It became very regular by the beginning of March. I think of him regularly and miss him. I ache when not with him. He brings joy and laughter. I like who I am when I'm sharing time. I want to know as much about him as I may.
He shares his children and events of his family. JTM makes time for us, even when his work schedule is so time consuming. This month has been difficult, due to visiting his daughter and bringing family down to see her perform these past few weekends. Yet when he got home last Sunday, he texted and called. We saw each other and it was so nice.
One thing that is difficult , coming out of a marriage and then dating someone. We are used to being with someone we love or care about everyday. When dating, that is not the case. It feels odd to have the distance, physically and time wise. Another thing, I was a girl dating a boy, and I married a young man. I have never dated a man until now. There is a difference, maturity and experience. It does take some getting accustomed.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
