Changing Times

[MamaB]

Thank you Betsey. You know, I never even thought about saying it that way. I don't know why, it is the truth and I think you are right that he will back down in fear of my hope. I will email him and see what he says.

I also realize that I'm way too worried that by saying no he will think I'm vindictive and a bitch. Part of me really cares about what he thinks of me, and the other part is starting to not give a damn.