Thanks, HollyAnn. He's been gone 11 days, now. I'm trying to not miss him, even though my interactions this year have been with his MAJOR monstering like I've never known him to do. Alot of it was due to his quitting 2 antidepressants and all alcohol cold turkey in January. I can't imagine that he's not feeling any guilt about all this leaving and his monstering B. He sometimes does email or voice message an apology the next day, though. I cant decide if I'd rather interact with him and take the B as the price paid, or if I'd rather have him gone, but no monstering. Humans can get used to abuse, which IS what the monstering B really is, if labelled truthfully. I wonder if MLC WAS's feel much if any guilt, or if they've been drinking their own kool-aide and believe their version of rewritten history and think their bad treatment of LBS is deserved.?
M 56 H 52 M 13.5 T 15 S 28 twinStep Ds 24 ILYBNILWY BD 1/5/14 OW 4/11/14 Divorce petition efiled 5/5/14 Divorce final 7/8/14
