Crimson....waiting for goodness to happen.

[MrBond]

"I want my moments with S to be just that....MY moments."

You have the option to not send them, but remember, they are also YOUR SON'S MOMENTS. You are his father and she's his mother. He will want to share HIS moments with both of you. Don't get in the way of that or make him feel like he can't share because you feel uncomfortable.

You're supposed to have gotten stronger through this. Start showing it and start living your life. If you were confident in yourself you wouldn't care if things were shared or not. YOU let her affect you. YOU are allowing it to get to you. YOU don't have to.