I had been able to operate from a place of compassion and patience for quite awhile. Staying focused on the boys, positive aspects of my current situation and giving W time to work thru whatever she needs to.
For reasons I don't yet understand, a few days ago my feelings reverted back to earlier times and I guess I started (and participated in) a self-pity party.
For now my immediate actions are to keep up w/GAL activities, continuing being the best father I can be and continuing to work on making myself a better person.
Also trying to understand what the trigger was for the change in feelings.
Thanks for checking in labug.
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
