buz 28: finally feeling worthy... a new beginning

[makingmagic]

its ok Rick... I don't fully believe me yet either.

I do realize that for it to be believable, is when I BELIEVE in myself.

I am just getting my feet on the ground. It will take some time.

I am afraid that I will lose my confidence and slip up. I just have to somehow remind myself that I AM WORTHY and mean it.

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Bond... again, sorry that my post may offend some. Again, I owe many of you (here & gone)... much of my gratitude toward this success. However, it doesn't really matter how much you TELL someone (or more, how much I asked)... their AHA moment comes from themselves, when they are ready. Even my daughter said "this is what I've been telling you all along!!!".... I guess it is all the constant from this site, compounded with my discovery weekend aha's, then my Saturday truth/confrontation/reallity, Pearharbr's story, words from a friend, then another aha surprise from discovery.... all together made it click for me.

I am grateful.

NEW DAY !!