Update. .. is it normal for the WAS to rewrite the rewrites? When h first bomb dropped and rewrote our life I could see the truths that he was building from and that was where I started working on myself. H has finally acknowledged I have changed.

Doesn't matter because he has rewritten again and now it is just complete fabrication. He even has a completely made up story of how we met that "proves" our relationship was a mistake from day 1.

While this is hurtful and frustrating it does show me how little this really has to do with me at all. He renamed me Beelzebub on his phone and OW is Goddess. (Still think it is slimy he calls her all the same things he used to call me) but I think it is a good illustration of his frame of mind. I am the source of all that is wrong in hus life and she is what will save him.

His life his mistakes to make. No matter what he thinks or says I did not break him.

He is still drinking. It is spiradic but when he does now he always passes out (kitchen floor, bathtub etc). He is missing work because I have stopped waking him up when he passes out without setting an alarm.

8 months and he is still spiraling down. I feel like my only job at this point is to make sure he doesn't take me and kids with him.

Question. ..are delusions of grandeur part of any of this. He keeps talking about how everyone loves him, how they couldn't function at work without him, how he saves lives every day. (He works in health care but not in a position where he saves lives every day) he says I have no idea how important he is

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15