4th Down And Getting A Little Anxious

[bluesgal]

GB-I can relate so much to your last post. Polar opposite. I know we can't try to analyze everything and we will likely never have answers for many things, but geez. Some days I just think, 'seriously, this is really happening?'

I look back and can see changes in the year prior to BD. H was getting increasingly angry, impatient, and antsy. He was becoming less content. Instead of seeing that as warnings, I was hurt by his actions and pulled away from him....ugh, if only I'd known then...

Glad you had a nice Easter. How often are you hearing from your H? Does he initiate contact with you or make any effort to have conversation?