Crimson....waiting for goodness to happen.

[MrBond]

" In doing so I won't get anymore requests for extra time, or requests for pictures, or requests for updates on him.....none of that. "

This is either your way of punishing your W or you not being able to handle your situation. Eventually you will be asking her for the same things she is - pictures, extra time, updates, etc.

I know it [censored] right now, but you don't need to answer her every message. Just learn to deal with it better. Get stronger and confident.