Don't know why but I am having a bad day. I went 3 whole days without crying and then lost it today....UGH! I had some people stop buy from church unexpectedly and I started to cry.
H has stayed home last 2 nights, but I doubt he will today. He still is not admitting friend is EA and PA. Yet another change today - he is now drinking a drink that he has never liked. Still can do small talk, but that is it. No physical contact - I don't ask as I don't want to hear no. I have been detaching for his new life with OW and new friends while he has been detaching from me too. Not sure what to do - ideas?
I have been working on GAL and have pissed him off because we were gone when he usually calls. He is mad because I am on my phone all the time - forgets that he is texting OW constantly. Funny thing is that I am usually blogging on one of two sites. He has accused me of affair.
I feel like my life is an hour glass as far as divorce. He said when his situation was over, he is getting a divorce, and I believe him. My family is trying to convince me to file, but I am not ready - don't know why.
Any words of wisdom or encouragement or good joke or good song are greatly appreciated? Thanks for all the support and being my sounding board.
