I really think I finally got it!! This thread will be about ME! I was really focused on his feelings and was taking it personally. Today, I don't.
Not sure what happened overnight, but suddenly it has smacked me in the face.
Heading off to work soon. I am not prepared yet to indulge in coffee time with him, and may even explain why... honestly. Honesty: because I feel it confuses me. (not sure I should tell him though) but since I am not playing games...guess it really doesn't matter.
I hope you will all continue to support me. I will NOT be perfect, and will likely slip up. Please pick me up and point me in the right direction, if you feel you can.
Thank you!
MM
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
