I have come to realize that if he cannot appreciate what he has staring RIGHT infront of him (prepared to do the work, etc), that its truly his loss. He doesnt take me seriously &/or appreciate the guesture to get it right with me. Prior to today, I was taking it personally. Now I get it....its HIM!
The work I need to do... is ME!!! I value myself more than to not be taken seriously or appreciated. Meanwhile, I need to care for me right now.
anyway, that wasn't a snide remark. It comes straight out of the book I am reading. It was not received by him as snide either. Sorry, that you saw it that way.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
