[BrightFuture]

When I read about his comment about computers, I had so many different scenarios to respond, LOL.
Like “Let me know when I can remove your e-mail from the list (he uses a company e-mail).”
Or: “Are you hiring a secretary?”
Or: “Good for you. I hope you will get what you want.”
I had so many different thoughts when I first read his e-mail, and very sarcastic comments, but I don’t remember now. I guess I’m not that interested anymore. I don’t know how I’m going to reply to him yet.

Job, about the thoughts about the drums… It is not that I want to remind him that they are my gift. I just thought that this way he will not be able to sell them, or if somebody asks (like OW), he would not be able to lie that these are just his drums and not a special gift from me. I don’t know why I want to do this. Probably to annoy the potential OW more than anything else. But I guess it doesn’t matter what he does with the drums. They are always going to be in his memory as a gift from me.

I’m doing a lot better these days. My Dad went back home and I and my sister managed to handle his visit without big disappointments. I’ve been doing interviews for some jobs and it has been going pretty good. I got my confidence back and am pretty optimistic about getting a job soon.

I’m also back on my path of letting go. Thanks to everyone here and especially Job for beating into my head that there is nothing I can do to speed up the process. Once in a while I have the glimpses of a feeling that I might be one of those LBSs who would not want their WAS back. These are just tiny glimpses, but they give me some prospective. During these moments I feel free and I like this feeling.

Tori, if by alt you mean Facebook, I’m not on it . How else can I find out about the book?