own buz 27: finances, travel, mediation : STFU !

[makingmagic]

Tx Job... I had read all about it but wanted reassurance. I suspected that to be the case. Wondered how long he will be angry and how I should be dealing with it.

Worked today, dodging his irritableness (is that even a word?). Had a good time with client appointment. When clients left, he needed to go into town, so I told him to go, that I would stay behind.... then... via text... coffee?

I texted back "I really need to use the washroom and to go to moms for paperwork, etc... tx, anyway" When he arrived, I didn't notice any coffee for himself & told him that I would be back in a half hour or 45. Will call him in bit, and left.

I am now at moms... going to get some work done here & then pop back in at the lot before heading out for the evening.

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I am concerned that rejecting his offers for coffee will pull his progress back. If he does not feel that he is in a reciprocating relationship/friendship, he will pull out/away. Especially if he feels that I am entertaining other men. Recently, when I assured him that I did not have bf's or dates he was much more interested to make slow pursuit. I know and he says he does not like to thikn of me with other men. I believe he has fears of loyalty/infidelity too. However, even tho I have reassured him... he was happy, baiting me...but not committing. If I was tainted from an affair...he would not. I think he would be done. HOnesty is paramount to him ... me too.

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Tonights agenda is a social gathering with the women from my womens support group. It should be fun, food, hottub, fire & drinks. I could really use the social time !!!