So thats the weekend over. Unfortunately R talk was had right at the end.I don't know why but I allowed to her to get to me right as I was about to leave.I think it was because of her indifference throughout yesterday. So we spent 20 minutes rehashing some things, I'm really annoyed by that as I had done so well. She reaffirmed her position that she was determined that she wasn't in love with me and that the marriage is over. I left, it really has set me back and made it so clear that we need to stop all non essential contact from now on. I sent her a text explaining how I feel about things, mistake after mistake I know. She replied agreeing that we need time and space. Spending time with her is not good for me. It affects me badly and sets me back from weeks of personal progress. So LRT is now in full swing, I doubt it will change anything about our sitch but I am hoping it will eventually help me.
