But what do I do when he says no? Where does that leave me?

You are all very strong and courageous people. I'm not. I can't be alone and I can't do it all myself. That's just not something I can even face.

UGH! I stinks to be so darned weak and useless.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!