Crimson....waiting for goodness to happen.

[artsy]

Crimson- I get signs all the time, too (it's been awhile, but I get more when I specifically ask for them). They aren't subtle, usually, and on more than one occasion one of my friends has looked at me afterwards and said, "that can't be a coincidence". Use them for comfort, at the very least.

The anger and resentment is normal. Let yourself feel it and move it out. It sounds like you have made quite a transformation. Be proud of the work you're doing. Your son will be.