Heck, I don't even know anymore. Stability seems like such a fleeting concept that asking for him to make a commitment to me seems futile.

There comes a time when you have to just accept what you have and stop hoping for more. What more could there be anyway?

I don't know. It's just a frustrating thing not being able to quiet my thoughts. I should practice my meditation more. It might help.

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!