Yesterday H and SS15 flew out of state for a fishing trip with grandpa (H's step-dad who is living with his ow and in a protracted D battle with H's mom after 40+ years of M). The airline called here twice looking to talk to H about a laptop. I finally got a hold of him and he laughed and said he took someone else's laptop bag. The airline has his laptop and wallet and he said well I'm not going to go get it now. So out of it. This kind of sad thing is what makes me feel like I should stay, like he is mentally ill with the MLC. My job performance and my health are really suffering. I feel mentally better but like today I am home with sick D struggling to telecommute, I need to call the doctor about lady problems. H being so unreliable really throws a wrench in my ability to plan my day. I need to take it to the next level of acting like a single parent. This is why I don't know if it is better to just take the bull by the horns or alternatively just stop putting any energy into preparing to respond to him filing til he actually does something. I know what L I am going to use and have done some prep work so maybe I just stop.
LL 43 H 51 T 8 M 6 SS 17 15 S 6 D 3 H MLC started early 2013-think earlier actually, when BFF almost died mini-BD 8/13 separate rooms IDLYA, demands D ASAP 1/14 DR,DB,180s,LRT,GAL since mid Feb So confused
