Do you think this disappointed feeling comes from expectations? Did you feel like the good part of the weekend would change something?
Good questions... I think it was expectations, although not so much about the R in and of itself. W has been partying a lot lately, and I've been picking up the slack at home. I'm no stranger to having a good time, but it's gotten a little out of hand. I guess I felt like after a long fun day with her family, and Spring Break ending/the kids going back to school the next day, she could maybe bring the party to an end early for once and help wind things down at home. Instead she just wanted to meet up with her friend at the neighborhood pub. An hour so was fine with me, and I said so. But when that turned into 5 hours of being M.I.A. it just finally got to me.
H: 43 W: 37 M: 11 years T: 12 years S: 11 D: 8 ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14 MC started: 9/22/14 Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14 Piecing: 10/20/14
