Easter is over...my first holiday without seeing H's family. H did come over for the kids egg hunt in the morning. After, H took the kids to his family's celebration for a few hours. I made sure to keep myself busy...went to the grocery store, cleaned up around the house and relaxed a bit. When they got back, the kids and I headed out to my parents for Easter dinner. Even though I know that there are going to be a million tough times alone the way, I am starting to really believe that I will be okay no matter what happens. I am so glad that we have no more holidays or birthdays (well mine is in June, but for some reason my own does not seem as hard).
I have a coaching session set up with my DB coach tomorrow. I just want to update her on my sitch and discuss some possible goals in light of H getting his own place in a few weeks.
The sun is shining and it is getting warmer. Last summer was absolutely horrible...my H could not have treated me much worse. Every time I miss him or what to go back, I just think of where I was last year and it brings me back to reality.
Trying hard to keep my boundaries in place. I think that H and I both need a dose of reality as to what things are going to look like post D.
