I am setting my boundaries (but, because I still care...it may come across as a manipulative game)...Im just being honest. I really need to learn to walk the talk. Its not a game, but trying on my new self-value and independence.
Ultimately, I guess I want him to leave me alone if he isn't prepared to do the work and commit to me. I deserve better than someone who is entertaining OW's attention just to boost his own ego. Again, I don't even think he likes her.
Pearlharbr actually did it ALL....for the reaction.
I need to see action. I need to show action too... that I mean it. I do not want to be that little fish anymore (back up plan), etc. I want to be hard to catch. TEACH ME!!!
I am respecting myself when I stand behind that message I sent last night... no more getting roped into his confusion. GO FIGURE IT OUT!! Meanwhile, leave me alone!!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
