Please dont beat yourself up at all for it taking time. This is a trauma.

Not only is it a trauma but then the gas lighting that comes along with it really can make someone insane.

People on the outside dont understand what we have gone through. Its really hard.

They need to find ways to blame you and to make any actions you take evil. No matter what you do they will turn it into something malipulative or angry.

you seem to have a really good lawyer. Trust him.

Also when your kids get home, where they belong you will all of a sudden feel better

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13