More thoughts bringing me down a bit tonight. Why am I even bothering to hold out any bit of hope? Why do I even want him back? He is moving on from me so easily. I really only have one friend who truly supports DBing. Everyone else just tells me to move on and to he!! with him. I think most of my friends and family, and most of his friends and family, are thinking the same thing-- it's not such a huge loss-- we could both do better. I don't think I'm all that missed on his side. I mean, they think I'm nice enough, no one is angry at me, but I don't think anyone is telling him he is a fool to let me go.
So am I just delusional? Maybe we aren't right for each other after all. Why am I holding on to this marriage? How do you answer that question? Is it that you have such deep love for the person who has told you they don't love you anymore? Or because you value your marriage vows so much? Sometimes I don't have a good answer for why I am not just letting go and giving up. What is yours?
