I am disgusted by him having ea and pa. I want to be intimate with him, but have not since it would be disgusting. Weird huh - I want to be with him, but am disgusted by it. The OW is like McDonald's 1 billion served. When I think of both of us being with someone else it makes me sick to my stomach. How can he do this to me? We said vows and it is just supposed to be us together.
What have all of you done to block this out of your mind or deal with it?
