I don't post too much anymore, but I do check in on you from time to time.
Compared to the length of time you had with your h, two years is a short amount of time to not hurt anymore. I think there can be a double whammy when there's kids involved... There's our hurt from the m ending, then their hurt from the family unit breaking apart, hurting us even more. It's a lot to deal with.
He may be different now, but you once loved him. It's okay to mourn that man, that relationship.
I hope your day gets better. Maybe plan something special to do with the kids when you get them back.
Thinking of you today
And PS... The only used car salesman I smell is your h
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."