So it's Easter. Two years ago on Easter I remember posting on this board and sitting in my mother's bedroom crying my eyes out. Now I am doing the same thing only I'm in my own bedroom. And it makes me wonder...has anything changed at all?
I was chatting with a friend last night. She was telling me about all the guys she Sid dating and she didn't know what to do about them. There are three or four guys she is dating at once plus she was for a time considering getting back together with her ex. I kept thinking what is wrong with me? Is there something wrong with me? I'm not dating. I don't really know how to go about dating. I'm just starting to get back Ito the social scene. I'm not even divorced yet. But others tell me I may as well be.
Why is it after two years I haven't let go of the fact that my husband is in this huge love affair with another woman? He is a completely different person. I don't really want him anymore. Why is it still upsetting me? I thought I had come to terms with it all. It hurts more when I don't have the kid's for sure
I feel like an idiot for even being sad about this whole thing. It's been two years but it still doesn't feel real at times. I am really wondering if I have changed and grown at all.
Or maybe it's just a bad day and I still feel like crap?
Happy Easter peeps (pun definitely intended).
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
