Upwards - Moving Fowards, Tiny Positive Steps

[Upwards]

Yes I should read back more when I'm feeling down, will probably help me get things into perspective too.

Feeling quite sad tonight, feel a great sense of loss of the family unit, I haven't felt that for many weeks. Maybe that's because I've been so overwhelmed with H's actions & affair, I feel like I've progressed a little with that recently (its been on my mind a lot) so maybe that's why the sadness relating the the family is back.

I'm also finding detachment strange, I don't like it in a lot of ways, suppose it's a very different & new feeling - I know it needs to be done though & is the only way forward, it's just strange too. I'm torn between relief & sadness!