She left - 3

[gogofo]

Here is where I think I go from here.

Open up communication more than one text asking about the kids at night. I will start asking about her. If the cheese is there I may start to call.

I will be bringing it better and better every time we are around each other. Being conscience of every change I want to make with me.

Keep up with my GAL and my 180s. Keep up with watching my weight and exercise to I look oh so pretty. She said it made her mad that I looked good and have been taking care of myself. She said it still hurts a little when she sees me looking good and with new clothes. At that moment I wanted to jump up and start a fashion show for her with all the new clothes she has not seen wearing.

So is this piecing, pre-piecing, or the same situation?
To me it feels like we may be on the cusp of piecing. If she opens up to want to work on us with dates, etc, I will know we are piecing.