I know that's not what you said, GM.....nor was it implied. It's how I actually feel. Like something is really, really, broken inside of me that I can't seem to drop all of this. Maybe it's the fact that we have a child, maybe it's the fact that we really poured our hearts into starting a family, maybe it's the fact that I was so blind-sided by D....I really don't know. I really thought I was doing better, but when I found out about the other guy....and S mentioned him to me, it just made it worse and took me back about a million paces.
I know my alimony payments end at the end of May - a big hit to her income. She moves to a new town home May 1. I am just waiting for her to tell me that she is moving in with him....I just feel it in my bones that that is about to happen.
