Starsky.., I am not insistant on marriage... I am insistant on commitment.... like I had before, except in our OWN home. THAT is my firm boundary. I am not opposed to marriage, I would accept it... but it is NOT the priority. Being with the right person is.
Sorry you feel that way Bond... I agree to a point on the mind reading.. just not sure where I am being called out for my behaviour. Gabby wanted me to admit something that wasn't true. So, defending and clarifying myself is not arguing.
For those who are following, it was acknowledged during my weekend away that I struggle with finding my truths/authenticity/finding my own answers. You may call it deaf ears /same behaviour or arguing....however, it takes time for me to see and to sort through my sh!t and if you don't have the patience for me...thats your issue. I can't worry about trying to please others. I now understand why this happens and accept myself through it. I will be patient for me, even if you don't. I will accept my struggle and work through the other side.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
